Friday, January 6, 2012

Trying to keep on track

It is late friday afternoon and I am trying to get as much done as I can for next week.  Without Jill here, I am trying to get everything ready that she normally does every semester.  I am sure I am not doing something that has to be done, but I am doing all that I know to do.  I won't know everything until something comes up and I find out after the fact that I should have done something that I didn't know to do.  I think and pray for her every day,as I know she would much rather be doing all of this than be where she is.  I miss her immensely.  She is the buffer for me in a lot of situations.  I have worked with her and known her for 38 years and she is the kind of friend that always has your back, no matter what.  I am so praying for her to totally beat this horrible cancer. 

On another note, I have been on track so far with my food intake since January 1.  I don't want to call it a 'diet' because I want to try and make this a permanent change in my food intake.  My scales are so off that I can't tell how I am doing.  I can weigh and be one weight and then weigh a second later and have gained or lost 10 pounds! Ha!  I would like the 10 pounds lost weight if it was correct!! I go to the oncologist next week so I can see my real weight.  Hoping that I can continue to stay the course and keep my food intake where it needs to be.  My next goal is to start my exercise program.  I wanted to get it started this week, but I decided that too much change together might be a difficult course.  So I am going to develop a schedule that I can stick to starting next week.  Hoping that everything goes smooth starting the semester next week. 

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